so have you ever told some one they have to you realy on along with other people and then they just tell you that they only have the other person. it kind of sucks.
right now im two thousand miles away from anything that is formilar to me.i hate it. its like i have nothing formilar or nothing productive to do. ive gotten to the point where ive started to emboider things. its that bad.
so far today..
i woke up at say eleven. got up to go pee and ended up having to hold my two and half year old cousin in time out in my lap cause she bit my other cousin. the whole time she is screaming so hard she turned red. it was great i procedded to let her through a tantrom and then i got up and left. got a dunkin doughnuts coffee. then. sat around for like four hours doing nothing.
then we went to joann fabrics to pick out some fabric for some pajama bottoms i decided that i wanted to make in my spare time. then we went to the doller store. and then applebees and meet up with my uncle.
it was the worst visit to a place every my garlic bread was harder then a crouton my chicken had sat under a heat lamp so long that the outer layer felt like it should of been fried not grilled. the bathroom was horrid.
i procedded to go home and do nothing. not much to blog about.
i just hate every thing right now
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Thursday, July 15th 2010 part one
Things needed to know
I'm 2,260 miles away from home.
i have the next three weeks off
so I haven't blogged in a little while. its because things got soo soo soo busy in the last week. they changed my normal night shifts to six am shifts then i had to prepare my self to go to my aunts house on the east coast. so here i am ready to go back to day to day rants. ha
well yesterday i stayed up all night till four a.m. then i got back up at eight to get ready for my day of flights ahead of me. my mom picked my up from my town house apartment in Spokane Washington and took me to the Spokane international airport. i got there a hour before i had to fly out. well i thought i was going to fly with southwest but come to find out i was really flying with united airlines and well they have different bagging policies so i ended up paying 25 dollars for my suit case and having to lug my other bag on the plane with me. so once i got all that squared away i headed straight for the Starbucks in terminal B. yeah i needed me some coffee!!!! well once i got that i headed to the gate and looked up at the flight times screen to read the next flight for Boston was at 2:33pm i was like "what!" so i then heard over the intercom last call for flight blah blah blah to Boston. i immediately headed for the gate and just barley made it to the flight. i was seated next to, actually sad thing is i just tried to think about who i sat next to and i cant. i think it was a man though. any who i arrived in Denver on time and proceed to have a two hour lay over there. it was actually pretty alright. i got me some 11 dollar personal pizza and a small bottled water.. gotta love airport prices. i sat for two hours charging my computer, i would of read but my brain was far to tired. once the plain arrived we loaded and were on our way. the flight was long and they showed the movie "date night" i think it was called. it was pretty okay not the best but got me laughing. about right before Michigan we ran parallel to a 150 mile long thunder storm front. it was scary , though we really wont in much danger. in the end we ended up being 25 minutes late. other then that the flight was great. once i arrived in Boston my aunt and my foster cousin picked me up and we went back to her house. at this point I'm starving! so i looked around for a good ten minute before settling with a package of Ramon noodles. chicken flavor to be exact. then proceeded up stairs to get ready for bed and pass out.
the next morning i woke up to a text from my lively boy friend stated he is locked completely out of the house, my first reaction " I'm three thousand miles away, what do you want me to do?" so i called him and tried to explain a couple ways he could try to get in. then i got up a showered. once i got out my aunt asked if i wanted to tag along for the day. we went to some boutique and then waited for my cousin to get out of her orthodontics appointment. while we waited we had to stop by dunkin doughnut. i got an iced coffee and a glazed doughnut. the doughnut was great but the coffee was by far the worst coffee i have had in a while. when we arrived home my cousin Karie,broke, and heather were there and also my uncle bob. it was nice to see every one. then Jill showed up.
after every on reminisced for a while i headed up stairs to start on this. so after the day is over i will add on more :)
little cousin Molly
my aunt & molly
I'm 2,260 miles away from home.
i have the next three weeks off
so I haven't blogged in a little while. its because things got soo soo soo busy in the last week. they changed my normal night shifts to six am shifts then i had to prepare my self to go to my aunts house on the east coast. so here i am ready to go back to day to day rants. ha
well yesterday i stayed up all night till four a.m. then i got back up at eight to get ready for my day of flights ahead of me. my mom picked my up from my town house apartment in Spokane Washington and took me to the Spokane international airport. i got there a hour before i had to fly out. well i thought i was going to fly with southwest but come to find out i was really flying with united airlines and well they have different bagging policies so i ended up paying 25 dollars for my suit case and having to lug my other bag on the plane with me. so once i got all that squared away i headed straight for the Starbucks in terminal B. yeah i needed me some coffee!!!! well once i got that i headed to the gate and looked up at the flight times screen to read the next flight for Boston was at 2:33pm i was like "what!" so i then heard over the intercom last call for flight blah blah blah to Boston. i immediately headed for the gate and just barley made it to the flight. i was seated next to, actually sad thing is i just tried to think about who i sat next to and i cant. i think it was a man though. any who i arrived in Denver on time and proceed to have a two hour lay over there. it was actually pretty alright. i got me some 11 dollar personal pizza and a small bottled water.. gotta love airport prices. i sat for two hours charging my computer, i would of read but my brain was far to tired. once the plain arrived we loaded and were on our way. the flight was long and they showed the movie "date night" i think it was called. it was pretty okay not the best but got me laughing. about right before Michigan we ran parallel to a 150 mile long thunder storm front. it was scary , though we really wont in much danger. in the end we ended up being 25 minutes late. other then that the flight was great. once i arrived in Boston my aunt and my foster cousin picked me up and we went back to her house. at this point I'm starving! so i looked around for a good ten minute before settling with a package of Ramon noodles. chicken flavor to be exact. then proceeded up stairs to get ready for bed and pass out.
the next morning i woke up to a text from my lively boy friend stated he is locked completely out of the house, my first reaction " I'm three thousand miles away, what do you want me to do?" so i called him and tried to explain a couple ways he could try to get in. then i got up a showered. once i got out my aunt asked if i wanted to tag along for the day. we went to some boutique and then waited for my cousin to get out of her orthodontics appointment. while we waited we had to stop by dunkin doughnut. i got an iced coffee and a glazed doughnut. the doughnut was great but the coffee was by far the worst coffee i have had in a while. when we arrived home my cousin Karie,broke, and heather were there and also my uncle bob. it was nice to see every one. then Jill showed up.
after every on reminisced for a while i headed up stairs to start on this. so after the day is over i will add on more :)
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Friday, July 9th 2010-day three
Things needed to know
worked: day off!
so this morning i woke up to the same annoying alarm clock that i do every day day. i got about five hours of sleep it pretty much sucked. i woke up and called my dad to see what the plans were. he said we should meet up here at two. so well i still hadn't cleaned yet so i have and hour or so to try to clean the place pretty much spotless. of course i didn't get it done in time but that's okay i still got a pretty fair share done. moved boxes cleaned my room and then vacuumed. once he got here i went with my dad down town to get gas then we stopped by dick's hamburgers, which is by far the best hamburger place in Spokane WA! you can find them on face book ( just look up dick's hamburgers)
after that i kept trying to head over to the cda lake. i just wanted to go swimming. but then i had to go pick up money from kyle. then we saw there was a sale at a thrift store so we went in there. then we had to go get towels from my moms house cause my dad forgot to grab them earlier then we got to the other side of Tubb's hill. at that moment i realized that i still haven't gotten my swim suit,i hardly ever swim so i hadn't got a swim suit in years. so i had to go and get a swim suit first, i went to big k, what used to be Kmart. i found the cutest bottoms to a suit but the problem was finding the top to match and be the right size. its hard when you need a large to XL just so it can fight your freaking boobs. so i found the bottoms to this peacock feather print but the only top i could find to that one was a small or and extra small. it sucked so i decided to try to go some where else. i went to shopko by that hospital in cda. well they had some but none of them were remotely cute. at this point to was like five or six and i had to be back on the lower north side by seven thirty to go to a BBQ and Jake and macs house. so finally i picked one. its and old lady one with the tummy covered and the skirt bottoms. i just felt it would work better for me to be more covered. so then we finally were on our way to the lake.
once we got there we walked to the main bathrooms and changed. we decided to jump of the step instead of the hill because i had run out of time and it was already seven but i decided to go ahead and swim because i would of wasted that whole entire trip and i was not willing to do that. so i jumped in a couple of times. and was set to go. so then i got changed back and decided that i would like to stop and get a coffee even though it was already seven thirty. so i stopped in on the dutch bros coffee house in cda.i got a five shot 24 oz caramlizer with extra caramel. it was amazing might i add. then my dad got a four shot americano. the since it was my first time ever going to dutch bros i expressed that to the barista working. so he gave me cups card which is gauged by the number of shots in your drink not cups. so all together we had nine shots of espresso and there is ten shots then your eleventh one is free. so next time i go get coffee from dutch bros i get a free shot. which i thought was awesome.
so then i headed back to the homeland Spokane. i had to stop by my house to grab the potato salad for the BBQ and then head up to Jake and macs house. when i got there no one answered the door so i had to,with my dad,walk into the house with kuda there. now kuda is a ukc registered pure breed,razor's edge,American Pit Bull Terrier. he has a full stock define face and the short buff body, he looks so mean. but he is the sweetest dog ever, when he knows your there. so he came round that corner looking like he wanted to eat me. but then saw it was me. so then my dad came and and me and him went up stairs so my dad could me my friends.
Jake and mac were there then Jake's cousin and then her boy friend. and the had the hookah going and of course i jumped in but my dad didn't want to. i think it is because he had to drive my moms car back home. so then my dad left and we started smoking and watching how to train your dragon. we were waiting for some one else to get there to start the food. then Jake found out he has to go pick this girl up because her ride wasn't showing up. so Jake left and these two guys showed up waiting for Jake to come back so we smoked more hookah and waited. then he got back with her and we were going to start another bowl of hookah but then me decided that we need to eat right then. so we turned on the grill and cooked three patties. well we got a grease fire that i had to control the whole time i was cooking of them with baking powder. it was fun that we went up stairs started that other round of hookah ( which if you don't know what that is a a fruit or herb/spice/nut/ flavor mixed with tobacco, so its flavored tobacco smoked through a water pipe) so you get a body reactions with the nicotine and your body. so i was motivated to start on my mural thing I'm doing on the old school benches. i got my symbol started. i still have to work on it. then at that point mac had to go to bed so Jake took us home. once i got home i smoked again with my mans or what to judge him by. and started to blog and watch the last air bender avatar. well there's my day I'm super bummed i didn't take any photos though for two reasons. first my camera was dying which i got from kyle to i didn't know how to charge the special battery. so it was almost dead and because i forgot the SD memory card from my laptop from up loading the pictures from yesterdays blog. so next time i will have photos.... so
until tomorrow.
P.S.
so while correcting this blog i got a text from one of my ex's, well kind of not really it was seeing each other but not dating if that makes sense, and it goes like this
chad: lets Bang.
Me: ha No
Chad: what?
Me: you said lets bang and i can't. I'm sorry.
Chad: Weak sauce
Me: I'm sorry i don't know what to tell you.
Chad: its all good...no worries... how are you though lol.
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like really that was amazing. hahaha wow. men are fucking stupid.
worked: day off!
so this morning i woke up to the same annoying alarm clock that i do every day day. i got about five hours of sleep it pretty much sucked. i woke up and called my dad to see what the plans were. he said we should meet up here at two. so well i still hadn't cleaned yet so i have and hour or so to try to clean the place pretty much spotless. of course i didn't get it done in time but that's okay i still got a pretty fair share done. moved boxes cleaned my room and then vacuumed. once he got here i went with my dad down town to get gas then we stopped by dick's hamburgers, which is by far the best hamburger place in Spokane WA! you can find them on face book ( just look up dick's hamburgers)
after that i kept trying to head over to the cda lake. i just wanted to go swimming. but then i had to go pick up money from kyle. then we saw there was a sale at a thrift store so we went in there. then we had to go get towels from my moms house cause my dad forgot to grab them earlier then we got to the other side of Tubb's hill. at that moment i realized that i still haven't gotten my swim suit,i hardly ever swim so i hadn't got a swim suit in years. so i had to go and get a swim suit first, i went to big k, what used to be Kmart. i found the cutest bottoms to a suit but the problem was finding the top to match and be the right size. its hard when you need a large to XL just so it can fight your freaking boobs. so i found the bottoms to this peacock feather print but the only top i could find to that one was a small or and extra small. it sucked so i decided to try to go some where else. i went to shopko by that hospital in cda. well they had some but none of them were remotely cute. at this point to was like five or six and i had to be back on the lower north side by seven thirty to go to a BBQ and Jake and macs house. so finally i picked one. its and old lady one with the tummy covered and the skirt bottoms. i just felt it would work better for me to be more covered. so then we finally were on our way to the lake.
once we got there we walked to the main bathrooms and changed. we decided to jump of the step instead of the hill because i had run out of time and it was already seven but i decided to go ahead and swim because i would of wasted that whole entire trip and i was not willing to do that. so i jumped in a couple of times. and was set to go. so then i got changed back and decided that i would like to stop and get a coffee even though it was already seven thirty. so i stopped in on the dutch bros coffee house in cda.i got a five shot 24 oz caramlizer with extra caramel. it was amazing might i add. then my dad got a four shot americano. the since it was my first time ever going to dutch bros i expressed that to the barista working. so he gave me cups card which is gauged by the number of shots in your drink not cups. so all together we had nine shots of espresso and there is ten shots then your eleventh one is free. so next time i go get coffee from dutch bros i get a free shot. which i thought was awesome.
so then i headed back to the homeland Spokane. i had to stop by my house to grab the potato salad for the BBQ and then head up to Jake and macs house. when i got there no one answered the door so i had to,with my dad,walk into the house with kuda there. now kuda is a ukc registered pure breed,razor's edge,American Pit Bull Terrier. he has a full stock define face and the short buff body, he looks so mean. but he is the sweetest dog ever, when he knows your there. so he came round that corner looking like he wanted to eat me. but then saw it was me. so then my dad came and and me and him went up stairs so my dad could me my friends.
Jake and mac were there then Jake's cousin and then her boy friend. and the had the hookah going and of course i jumped in but my dad didn't want to. i think it is because he had to drive my moms car back home. so then my dad left and we started smoking and watching how to train your dragon. we were waiting for some one else to get there to start the food. then Jake found out he has to go pick this girl up because her ride wasn't showing up. so Jake left and these two guys showed up waiting for Jake to come back so we smoked more hookah and waited. then he got back with her and we were going to start another bowl of hookah but then me decided that we need to eat right then. so we turned on the grill and cooked three patties. well we got a grease fire that i had to control the whole time i was cooking of them with baking powder. it was fun that we went up stairs started that other round of hookah ( which if you don't know what that is a a fruit or herb/spice/nut/ flavor mixed with tobacco, so its flavored tobacco smoked through a water pipe) so you get a body reactions with the nicotine and your body. so i was motivated to start on my mural thing I'm doing on the old school benches. i got my symbol started. i still have to work on it. then at that point mac had to go to bed so Jake took us home. once i got home i smoked again with my mans or what to judge him by. and started to blog and watch the last air bender avatar. well there's my day I'm super bummed i didn't take any photos though for two reasons. first my camera was dying which i got from kyle to i didn't know how to charge the special battery. so it was almost dead and because i forgot the SD memory card from my laptop from up loading the pictures from yesterdays blog. so next time i will have photos.... so
until tomorrow.
P.S.
so while correcting this blog i got a text from one of my ex's, well kind of not really it was seeing each other but not dating if that makes sense, and it goes like this
chad: lets Bang.
Me: ha No
Chad: what?
Me: you said lets bang and i can't. I'm sorry.
Chad: Weak sauce
Me: I'm sorry i don't know what to tell you.
Chad: its all good...no worries... how are you though lol.
....
like really that was amazing. hahaha wow. men are fucking stupid.
Friday, July 9, 2010
Thursday, July 8th 2010-day two
things needed to know
worked 4:30pm-11pm
actually worked 4:30pm-10:15pm
second day of my blog. yeah. today i got up and called my dad to see what was going to go on today. see my dad is a truck driver and he is out of two months of a time so i dont really get to see him very much. so i wanted to see if he wanted to get together before work of after i got off. but he couldnt before i went to work so i got up and dyed my hair a new dark brown almost black it looks pretty good. then i got ready for work and went on my way. i left right on time but a half a block away
the bus rolls by a whole four minutes early. so i missed the only bus i could take to make it to work on time. so i then realized i had brought my socks home the day before and i was wearing flip flops i then would not have any socks to wear at work. i decieded to call jake and mac. to see if i could get a ride. jake said yes so he came and picked me up from my house and take me down to work. once i got to work i got dressed and clocked on. work was work really i had to mop and then do back booth and all the dishes. easter said that i could go home early if i finished all the dishes and the fry hopper. i tried but the cars were so evenly placed that the whole time till we went to single booth that i did not have a chance to start on the dishes at all. finally i got them done and tried to call my day. well my dad had no clue that he had agreed to posibally do some thing when i got off and i ended up with no ride. i i called jake and saw what they were doing. the were just chillin so i went over there. once i got there we started up the hookah and added a lil extra to it. it was great we were all just chillin then there room mate taylor showed up. hes really tight. once he got there we decided to watch a movie and make some painting murals to put on these old school red pleather leather bus seats that they picked up on the side of the road with a free sign. then we loaded another bowl of just plan shesha. then we put on the indapendent flim ink. then taylor was getting to tired so he offered to take me home cause jake passed out. when i got home i realized that my apartment was a total complete mess and that i would like it to look real nice when my father finally go to see my first apartment. so i got cleaning. i then got side tracked by some smokeing and sat down and started watching the movie "wanted" and blogging about today. its been intersting. but good well this was day number two of my blog and so far things seem to be going pretty normal nothing to exciting today.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Wednesday, July 7th 2010-day one
First things you need to know.
work: didn't
actually worked 5 to 10
okay so today is day one. this morning i decided that i wanted to document every day of my life for a year, just to see what happens. other things you need to know. my name is Melissa Hopkins. i live in Spokane Washington and i work full time at McDonald's. doesn't sound to excited but i always seem to even surprise my self.
other things you need to know. my life is work and taking care of my apartment in which i share with my boy friend of on and off for three years.
also that i have no car and i walk or take the bus every where.
so now my goal of this new blogging experience. i want to express every day what happened what i took from it and have so random picture that i decided to take for that day. yep pretty cool.
not really but i will make me feel better and i think that's what matters to me.
so lets get started.
i woke up this morning around Idk ten and i took a shower. i knew i had counseling. which i would never normally do, because i am highly against it but ill save that for another blog. its for grieving( my closest grandmother died in April and its just been hard for me and i feel that help is best at this point). and i needed to get ready. but then of course i had to lay back in our bed and pass back out.
i ended up waking up at one twenty. which my meeting was at one thirty and my mom was supposed to get me at one. so i totally missed that which kind of ticked me off yes. so i was already pissy. and for some reason my boy friend at that moment, was just as pissy.
now for this part i will say that whole truth and nothing but the truth so if you find drugs and some vulgar words then read on but if not then please don't proceed.
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so my man was really pissed at me because i told him he could not do more then three pills of Ecstasy at on time at all when i was gone on my trip. and he flipped out and yelled and went on this dumb ass tangent about how i was selfish and i never apologized and blah blah blah.. in end result he left me and through his keys at me and left. and it sucked. so me not knowing what to do called in work, because i knew that is was something i could do and go into auto pilot. when working for McDonald's for at least two years you get to be really good at your job. ha.
well i ended up going to work. well on my way to work i took the bus. it was the same as always. odd and end people on the bus and there is always some one talking to loud so you have something to listen to. but that's not the point. on my second but two work i was going up Monroe and i saw Ryan. now Ryan is one of the guys i dated for quite a minute this last fall when me and kyle were not together so it was really quite hard to see him like that when i up and left him and haven't really talked to him since. so yeah
then i got to work the normal twenty minutes early got a Carmel frappe and changed into my work clothes. so in just i have to explain a young man at work that has sparked my interest and made things Little difficult for me to deal with work and my now ex boyfriend. so yeah my and this man have been getting closer and getting to know each other. now the other part of that. he knows about kyle because he has to do what i now have to do. live with your ex cause your to broke to go move out on your own. so any what he understands. i walked right in and gave him a big ass hug and started crying. it was hard to be there. but i continued to work and talk to this man while working. he cheered me up alot it was really nice.
so my shift went by in a breeze. then i got off usually i pay a co worker to give me a ride home so i don't have to walk through down town Spokane in the middle of the night. well she for some reason had to go up to nine mile to do some do dah with her grandmother. so i ended up having to walk home.
so this was my first time having to walk home. and well it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. i walked and then right before the bridge some bum bear homeless guy drinking a beer most likely was walking right behind me the whole way across the bridge till the end when the guy decided to stop and take a piss. ha it was great. ha ha.. mind you it almost eleven o' clock at night. then i went by the knit and there was a few people still dwindling after some concert. and then i got to the bottom of the hill. i had nine more blocks to go. and there were these two drunk guys in front of me. they kept weaving in and out of the side walk and finally a car was going by and pretty much he almost got hit by a car. it was so stupid! any way then they went left and i stayed straight.
when i got home it was super super hot. my apartment is on the third floor of a converted house to apartments. so the heat really really rises. so i open the windows and took of the shorts. ha. my belly has been killing me all day( i just got it pierced, i love piercings, that's another blog) so i sat down with my lap top and started looking up random articles on wikipedia. it was pretty great. then i decided to go a smoke a bit. then i talked to one of my random by chance Internet friends on the phone for like two hours then kyle came back. i told him to stay here then to sleep on the street cause he was planning to do that. when he got here he treated me like nothing happened and i told him i am still mad at you. were not back. so now I'm living with an ex cause i have to and he thinks were back together but were not.
so now I'm sitting on my couch at five in the morning writing my fist entry to living day by day. hope you enjoyed it even though today was a pretty boring day.
so this is being added on the next morning but its about last night after i finished this blog i went to go finish frosting a cake. well the cake crumbled and the frosting wouldn't stick and it turned really mushy. then... ha of course it had to flip off the plate and land frosted side down. on the floor it was great. so now i have cake soup instead of cake
random photo time. i am now going to start to take photos from different things in my day that stand out to me to i hope you enjoy them.
1) is of my stove with my awesome tea pot so flowers a pulled of bushes on my walk home and a bag of chow main noodles.
2) is of the kirsplat of my soup cake and the disaster i created while making it.
work: didn't
actually worked 5 to 10
okay so today is day one. this morning i decided that i wanted to document every day of my life for a year, just to see what happens. other things you need to know. my name is Melissa Hopkins. i live in Spokane Washington and i work full time at McDonald's. doesn't sound to excited but i always seem to even surprise my self.
other things you need to know. my life is work and taking care of my apartment in which i share with my boy friend of on and off for three years.
also that i have no car and i walk or take the bus every where.
so now my goal of this new blogging experience. i want to express every day what happened what i took from it and have so random picture that i decided to take for that day. yep pretty cool.
not really but i will make me feel better and i think that's what matters to me.
so lets get started.
i woke up this morning around Idk ten and i took a shower. i knew i had counseling. which i would never normally do, because i am highly against it but ill save that for another blog. its for grieving( my closest grandmother died in April and its just been hard for me and i feel that help is best at this point). and i needed to get ready. but then of course i had to lay back in our bed and pass back out.
i ended up waking up at one twenty. which my meeting was at one thirty and my mom was supposed to get me at one. so i totally missed that which kind of ticked me off yes. so i was already pissy. and for some reason my boy friend at that moment, was just as pissy.
now for this part i will say that whole truth and nothing but the truth so if you find drugs and some vulgar words then read on but if not then please don't proceed.
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so my man was really pissed at me because i told him he could not do more then three pills of Ecstasy at on time at all when i was gone on my trip. and he flipped out and yelled and went on this dumb ass tangent about how i was selfish and i never apologized and blah blah blah.. in end result he left me and through his keys at me and left. and it sucked. so me not knowing what to do called in work, because i knew that is was something i could do and go into auto pilot. when working for McDonald's for at least two years you get to be really good at your job. ha.
well i ended up going to work. well on my way to work i took the bus. it was the same as always. odd and end people on the bus and there is always some one talking to loud so you have something to listen to. but that's not the point. on my second but two work i was going up Monroe and i saw Ryan. now Ryan is one of the guys i dated for quite a minute this last fall when me and kyle were not together so it was really quite hard to see him like that when i up and left him and haven't really talked to him since. so yeah
then i got to work the normal twenty minutes early got a Carmel frappe and changed into my work clothes. so in just i have to explain a young man at work that has sparked my interest and made things Little difficult for me to deal with work and my now ex boyfriend. so yeah my and this man have been getting closer and getting to know each other. now the other part of that. he knows about kyle because he has to do what i now have to do. live with your ex cause your to broke to go move out on your own. so any what he understands. i walked right in and gave him a big ass hug and started crying. it was hard to be there. but i continued to work and talk to this man while working. he cheered me up alot it was really nice.
so my shift went by in a breeze. then i got off usually i pay a co worker to give me a ride home so i don't have to walk through down town Spokane in the middle of the night. well she for some reason had to go up to nine mile to do some do dah with her grandmother. so i ended up having to walk home.
so this was my first time having to walk home. and well it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. i walked and then right before the bridge some bum bear homeless guy drinking a beer most likely was walking right behind me the whole way across the bridge till the end when the guy decided to stop and take a piss. ha it was great. ha ha.. mind you it almost eleven o' clock at night. then i went by the knit and there was a few people still dwindling after some concert. and then i got to the bottom of the hill. i had nine more blocks to go. and there were these two drunk guys in front of me. they kept weaving in and out of the side walk and finally a car was going by and pretty much he almost got hit by a car. it was so stupid! any way then they went left and i stayed straight.
when i got home it was super super hot. my apartment is on the third floor of a converted house to apartments. so the heat really really rises. so i open the windows and took of the shorts. ha. my belly has been killing me all day( i just got it pierced, i love piercings, that's another blog) so i sat down with my lap top and started looking up random articles on wikipedia. it was pretty great. then i decided to go a smoke a bit. then i talked to one of my random by chance Internet friends on the phone for like two hours then kyle came back. i told him to stay here then to sleep on the street cause he was planning to do that. when he got here he treated me like nothing happened and i told him i am still mad at you. were not back. so now I'm living with an ex cause i have to and he thinks were back together but were not.
so now I'm sitting on my couch at five in the morning writing my fist entry to living day by day. hope you enjoyed it even though today was a pretty boring day.
so this is being added on the next morning but its about last night after i finished this blog i went to go finish frosting a cake. well the cake crumbled and the frosting wouldn't stick and it turned really mushy. then... ha of course it had to flip off the plate and land frosted side down. on the floor it was great. so now i have cake soup instead of cake
random photo time. i am now going to start to take photos from different things in my day that stand out to me to i hope you enjoy them.
1) is of my stove with my awesome tea pot so flowers a pulled of bushes on my walk home and a bag of chow main noodles.
2) is of the kirsplat of my soup cake and the disaster i created while making it.
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