Thursday, July 8, 2010

Wednesday, July 7th 2010-day one

First things you need to know.

work: didn't
actually worked 5 to 10



okay so today is day one. this morning i decided that i wanted to document every day of my life for a year, just to see what happens. other things you need to know. my name is Melissa Hopkins. i live in Spokane Washington and i work full time at McDonald's. doesn't sound to excited but i always seem to even surprise my self.
other things you need to know. my life is work and taking care of my apartment in which i share with my boy friend of on and off for three years.
also that i have no car and i walk or take the bus every where.

so now my goal of this new blogging experience. i want to express every day what happened what i took from it and have so random picture that i decided to take for that day. yep pretty cool.
not really but i will make me feel better and i think that's what matters to me.

so lets get started.

i woke up this morning around Idk ten and i took a shower. i knew i had counseling. which i would never normally do, because i am highly against it but ill save that for another blog. its for grieving( my closest grandmother died in April and its just been hard for me and i feel that help is best at this point). and i needed to get ready. but then of course i had to lay back in our bed and pass back out.

i ended up waking up at one twenty. which my meeting was at one thirty and my mom was supposed to get me at one. so i totally missed that which kind of ticked me off yes. so i was already pissy. and for some reason my boy friend at that moment, was just as pissy.

now for this part i will say that whole truth and nothing but the truth so if you find drugs and some vulgar words then read on but if not then please don't proceed.

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so my man was really pissed at me because i told him he could not do more then three pills of Ecstasy at on time at all when i was gone on my trip. and he flipped out and yelled and went on this dumb ass tangent about how i was selfish and i never apologized and blah blah blah.. in end result he left me and through his keys at me and left. and it sucked. so me not knowing what to do called in work, because i knew that is was something i could do and go into auto pilot. when working for McDonald's for at least two years you get to be really good at your job. ha.

well i ended up going to work. well on my way to work i took the bus. it was the same as always. odd and end people on the bus and there is always some one talking to loud so you have something to listen to. but that's not the point. on my second but two work i was going up Monroe and i saw Ryan. now Ryan is one of the guys i dated for quite a minute this last fall when me and kyle were not together so it was really quite hard to see him like that when i up and left him and haven't really talked to him since. so yeah

then i got to work the normal twenty minutes early got a Carmel frappe and changed into my work clothes. so in just i have to explain a young man at work that has sparked my interest and made things Little difficult for me to deal with work and my now ex boyfriend. so yeah my and this man have been getting closer and getting to know each other. now the other part of that. he knows about kyle because he has to do what i now have to do. live with your ex cause your to broke to go move out on your own. so any what he understands. i walked right in and gave him a big ass hug and started crying. it was hard to be there. but i continued to work and talk to this man while working. he cheered me up alot it was really nice.

so my shift went by in a breeze. then i got off usually i pay a co worker to give me a ride home so i don't have to walk through down town Spokane in the middle of the night. well she for some reason had to go up to nine mile to do some do dah with her grandmother. so i ended up having to walk home.

so this was my first time having to walk home. and well it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. i walked and then right before the bridge some bum bear homeless guy drinking a beer most likely was walking right behind me the whole way across the bridge till the end when the guy decided to stop and take a piss. ha it was great. ha ha.. mind you it almost eleven o' clock at night. then i went by the knit and there was a few people still dwindling after some concert. and then i got to the bottom of the hill. i had nine more blocks to go. and there were these two drunk guys in front of me. they kept weaving in and out of the side walk and finally a car was going by and pretty much he almost got hit by a car. it was so stupid! any way then they went left and i stayed straight.

when i got home it was super super hot. my apartment is on the third floor of a converted house to apartments. so the heat really really rises. so i open the windows and took of the shorts. ha. my belly has been killing me all day( i just got it pierced, i love piercings, that's another blog) so i sat down with my lap top and started looking up random articles on wikipedia. it was pretty great. then i decided to go a smoke a bit. then i talked to one of my random by chance Internet friends on the phone for like two hours then kyle came back. i told him to stay here then to sleep on the street cause he was planning to do that. when he got here he treated me like nothing happened and i told him i am still mad at you. were not back. so now I'm living with an ex cause i have to and he thinks were back together but were not.

so now I'm sitting on my couch at five in the morning writing my fist entry to living day by day. hope you enjoyed it even though today was a pretty boring day.


so this is being added on the next morning but its about last night after i finished this blog i went to go finish frosting a cake. well the cake crumbled and the frosting wouldn't stick and it turned really mushy. then... ha of course it had to flip off the plate and land frosted side down. on the floor it was great. so now i have cake soup instead of cake

random photo time. i am now going to start to take photos from different things in my day that stand out to me to i hope you enjoy them.



1) is of my stove with my awesome tea pot so flowers a pulled of bushes on my walk home and a bag of chow main noodles.

2) is of the kirsplat of my soup cake and the disaster i created while making it.

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